Update
I havent posted a journal about how I am feeling in awhile so here I go...
I am doing okay. I am upset and kind of scared. Nobody irl wants me with Tatum. It makes me think twice about being with him and I dont wanna overthink or anything. What if I am blind from the fact he isnt good for me? What if everyone else is right? I dont want them to be right. I want him and I love him. I dont know what to do. I am scared.
I am still on my period. Should be over today or tomorrow. Cramps are hurting really bad. They have been getting worse and worse.'
Me and Brad got in a fight last night. Like a hands on fight. Last night is felt like he broke my foot but I am okay. I beat him ass. Dont get me wrong he did still hurt me tho. My foot is fucked up but not broken.
I got VBS soon. I am excited for that. It is kinda like church camp but for kids and its at my church and I get to be a leader/captain.
Then I have church camp this month. OMG. Yay. (A whole week being able to see Tatum!!)
Well, that's it I think...
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I think your period is making you overthink more than you would have. Rag time makes you think and feel different. You'll do fine just don't make any final decisions yet. Icr to everyone talking shit about your bf and you see something different.
Be cautious with Tatum.
Take your time and let him prove that he has changed. You might be overthinking things. See how it goes.
Hope you feel better. And your foot too. He shouldn't be fighting with you.
Have fun at VBS.
Big Hugs Sweetie.xo
Thank you.
I will def be watching Tatum closely I want to see that he has changed. I dont want to not have him with me and in my life.