Update
Just want to let everyone know that I'm doing much better since I've started antidepressants.
Only been on them 6 days or so, but haven't watched porn or masturbated so that's an improvement.
I still get replays of crap entering my mind but I'm just praying when that happens, try to not engage with it, ask Jesus to remove it from my mind and He does.
I've even been able to watch some videos of men I liked and not lust after them, so that's an improvement.
In time I know things will improve.
I'm letting Jesus handle it.
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That's good you're noticing it's happening and doing what helps to keep you from going into that abyss.
Depression can make people turn to the wrong things to get relief.
I was on similar medication before, hopefully this new stuff sorts out a lot of my problems.
At least I've at the point where I don't want to be governed by the desires of my flesh anymore.