Update
So yesterday I went to a friend, had a good time but drank way to much, feeling it a bit today and this just makes me realise why I left my drinking days in my 20s lol. I have never been a big drinker and just drink now and again if im out or with someone but I could go months with out having anything. But YEsterday was a bit of a big one and now Im feeling it today lol
It was good to get out though, I have been feeling very sad, depressed and lonely lately, so was good to join friends for a bitÂ
But when I got home I felt lonely again, might of been the drink talking but also could of really been with a woman last night but that obivously didnt happen
Oh Well Life goes on I guess
Have a great week everyone
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gentle empathy, duzzy. when i find myself fully isolated, solitary breaks in the isolation often serve as a stark reminder of just how isolated i am. returning to the silence of isolation chamber creates echoes inside my head that are downright deafening.
i try to focus the reminder on a drive to chip away at the bricks in my isolating walls. i try. it is far easier said than done.
be gentle with yourself and patient with the process.