update

    Wendy is taking Morphine about 5 times a day small dose each time but her pain is getting worse its not easy watching her getting weeker and it hurts so bad that you cant do anything to help her ,she is still a strong woman and is trying her best to be strong for everyone .god I am going to miss her I still cant believe she is going to grow old with me its just not fair we earned that right we have already gone through this crap . I love you Wendy and will miss you until I die .