Update

My last post was me first going through signs of eating disorder and after chatting with people in various chat rooms i stopped trying to purge but currently ive started to fall into old habits like purging, restricting when i can, filling up on water so i dont overeat and obsessing over my weight and feeling self concious, i never skip dinner because my family would find out so i sometimes skip breakfast and when i dont i just restrict the amount and in college on mondays, tuesdays and fridays i skip lunch and when i do eat lunch i restrict how much i eat again by filling up on water. One good thing is that i will never try salt water again.