Update 19th Feb

Well iv not been on here for ages so thought I would update everyone I have since left gleneagles the place I was abused and moved back home with parents and found a new job which I'm really liking but in not sure I'm ready to return as iv been there two weeks and been off sick for a week :/ bt anyway iv since also stopped my Councelling which im not sure was the right choice and I'm still finding it hard to trust men :/ my mum n dad r away on a Caribbean cruise they left yesterday and in shittig my self stayin home Alone I also feel like im slipping away as I cannot talk abt it anymore on a plus as a solution iv maxed my credit card to its limit and my loan ad bought concert tickets for David guetta madonna the wireless festival ed Sheeran and James Morrison when he finall reschedules as was cancelled on wed nite (15th feb ) anyway enough from me

Thanks maxie