Update

April 2018 finalized my dreaded divorce.  It hasn't been an easy road to carry 4 daughters through but we made it. 2 weeks after my divorce my ex husband became a husband to her. They also bought a daughter into this world prior.  Many tears many sleepless nights many battles but today I stand on my own. Re- Establishing myself one piece at a time. Therapy support groups and even enrolled into school. Just to put my focus on bettering me so I can better my girls. With time we manage but the hurt and pain is still always with us.