Update

It's been a while since I've been on here the last couple of months has been crazy. So I started therapy about a month ago. Been doing a lot of exploration during those sessions. I decided I am going to transition I even picked a name! From now on at home I will be Jace. This is a name that came to me while I was sleeping and it's been in my thoughts ever since. The other names all faded but this is clear as day.

I also told work it was something that was scary as all hell but the response has been great. I started telling a few people and as I get more comfortable I will be telling more people.

I bought two binders which I have been using and my chest is looking flat just the way I always pictured it. My dysphoria hasn't been so bad lately and I've been in a great mood.i even made an appointment for a gynecologist since I haven't been to one in awhile. She told me I can't get on hormones until I make sure my body is okay.

I just wanna say that even if you think it will never happen, If you will never make the progress you want I promise you will!