Updates

Hey there everyone. Just an update here.... I'm still sad about life in general,and I'm still feeling less than generous about myself. Though, I just learned how to bake a honey glazed ham, I learned how to sew (a little bit). I'm happy about those things. Ty is still clueless as to why I now refuse to talk to him.... is it really so difficult? I mean, I've told him over the past month maybe 60 times what's wrong, and he ignored me.... so why is it now, he can't call upon that knowledge, and know why I'm upset? Not only that... sex once a month.... IDK about other people, but that is NOT enough for me.  I know people have told me that sex (or lack thereof) is not something to get upset about, but... sorry to them... it is a big deal for me. I am a sexual creature, I told him that from the beginning, he KNEW that from the start, and was ok with it (I say that because well he chose to be with me). Now.... now when I'm feeling sensual, sexual, flirty, he isnt any bit receptive... Ug.  OH well.... I'm alive, I'm trying to get over feeling sick, and working on keeping myself busy. LOve you all my DS ppls