Up & Down, This & That, A Little Bit Of Everything
Should of made notes as I thought of stuff, seemed to have alot I wanted to document yesterday but now I betcha I'll forget stuff.
Went to my GP for our flu shots & I needed a pap test & stuff. Well he decided he might as well give me a once over checkup. Sent me for blood work. They did 25 different blood test & took 8 tubes of blood. I think they tested me for everything known & maybe not known to man. I made a list of all the tests cause I'm curious so I want to look some of them up. I guess at least I can say the man is thorough.
I'm going to be seeing a new reflexologist on Thurs. He seems like he's gonna be really great. He's ver into alternative medicine. He said 1st we'll talk a bit & establish where I'd like to go health wise which will enable him to decide how to treat me. It will most likely be a combination of Reiki and Reflexology. He also does this crystal bowl treatment thing which is something with several types of crystal bowls to help tune & refine your bodys energy forces. I know alot think it's really weird but I know from experience it's really fabulous & is a huge part of how I do pretty well.
It's funny since I lost my last reflexologist, which was abt 3 months ago now, I could really feel myself shifting downwards - don't want to go there ever again.
My sister's depression is acting up. She's been off work for a few months now & seemed to be rallying pretty good although there were some real ups & downs. They were going to hospitalize her then decided not to. Well she was put in the hospital yesterday (psychiatric ward) to get her back on track.
Does it make me an awful person if I get so darn frustrated. There are times where I'd like to just take her & try & make her see that she shd be able to help herself & not just sit back & wait for everyone else to fix things. Like, darn it, why can't she just pick herself up, dust herself off & get to it especially when she can talk to me abt what should be & where she as a person would like to be. I really do think she actually likes being hospitalized. I just can't get a handle on this. Man they think Lupus is a confusing condition to live with, I'm almost believing that Depression beats it. I've really got to get this out of my head cause I can easily feel & see that I'll be the basket case if I keep stewing abt this.
But Lupus wise I think I've left that nasty August way behind & am totally coming around although I've still got odd days that I don't function too well. I'm really thinking my new relexologist is gonna be just the trick to set me back on the high I had achieved. Man did that feel good. Still have to do some more serious diet research though, get with it Pat.
To all who took time to read this, I do love you dearly.
Went to my GP for our flu shots & I needed a pap test & stuff. Well he decided he might as well give me a once over checkup. Sent me for blood work. They did 25 different blood test & took 8 tubes of blood. I think they tested me for everything known & maybe not known to man. I made a list of all the tests cause I'm curious so I want to look some of them up. I guess at least I can say the man is thorough.
I'm going to be seeing a new reflexologist on Thurs. He seems like he's gonna be really great. He's ver into alternative medicine. He said 1st we'll talk a bit & establish where I'd like to go health wise which will enable him to decide how to treat me. It will most likely be a combination of Reiki and Reflexology. He also does this crystal bowl treatment thing which is something with several types of crystal bowls to help tune & refine your bodys energy forces. I know alot think it's really weird but I know from experience it's really fabulous & is a huge part of how I do pretty well.
It's funny since I lost my last reflexologist, which was abt 3 months ago now, I could really feel myself shifting downwards - don't want to go there ever again.
My sister's depression is acting up. She's been off work for a few months now & seemed to be rallying pretty good although there were some real ups & downs. They were going to hospitalize her then decided not to. Well she was put in the hospital yesterday (psychiatric ward) to get her back on track.
Does it make me an awful person if I get so darn frustrated. There are times where I'd like to just take her & try & make her see that she shd be able to help herself & not just sit back & wait for everyone else to fix things. Like, darn it, why can't she just pick herself up, dust herself off & get to it especially when she can talk to me abt what should be & where she as a person would like to be. I really do think she actually likes being hospitalized. I just can't get a handle on this. Man they think Lupus is a confusing condition to live with, I'm almost believing that Depression beats it. I've really got to get this out of my head cause I can easily feel & see that I'll be the basket case if I keep stewing abt this.
But Lupus wise I think I've left that nasty August way behind & am totally coming around although I've still got odd days that I don't function too well. I'm really thinking my new relexologist is gonna be just the trick to set me back on the high I had achieved. Man did that feel good. Still have to do some more serious diet research though, get with it Pat.
To all who took time to read this, I do love you dearly.
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