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Well today I tried to change the picture for my avatar by uploading a photograph we took in Hawaii, however it did not work. So I chose another photo from the gallery which best looks like me..well if I lost 40lbs, grew 2 inches and my hair was longer it would look just like me. The picture just motivates me to loose weight and get healthier.
I was so glad that AF visited, but it was a bit painful this time. I guess it was in there for a longer period than normal, so my body was expelling as much as it could threw a small space. They now have me on 50mg of Clomid...perhaps it will work this time...who knows. I am not keeping everything crossed this time because we are looking into adoption as well. I am going to send in our application once exams are over.
This weekend we went over to our friends house because it was our God-daughters 3rd birthday. She is soooo cute you just want to chug her all the time. However, another friend of ours whose child could not be bothered with us before just hung around Dan and I and wanted to cuddle with us. It was a bit unusal but her parents did not mind. They even encouraged it. At one point during the lunch, the question was asked...so are you guys going to try again????they were trying to be tactful and I know they were not trying to pry...however I really did not want to tell them that we are going to try again. I did tell them that we are looking at adoption but nothing has been done yet. I really do not want people to know what we are doing because we do not know ourselves. I am hoping to get pregnant this month, but I am afraid that I will loose another child. I am not feeling confident about getting pregnant or staying pregnant anymore.
That is how I am feeling lately...I guess in a few days when the clomid settles into my systems I will be an emotional wreck! btu for now I feel pretty ok.
I was so glad that AF visited, but it was a bit painful this time. I guess it was in there for a longer period than normal, so my body was expelling as much as it could threw a small space. They now have me on 50mg of Clomid...perhaps it will work this time...who knows. I am not keeping everything crossed this time because we are looking into adoption as well. I am going to send in our application once exams are over.
This weekend we went over to our friends house because it was our God-daughters 3rd birthday. She is soooo cute you just want to chug her all the time. However, another friend of ours whose child could not be bothered with us before just hung around Dan and I and wanted to cuddle with us. It was a bit unusal but her parents did not mind. They even encouraged it. At one point during the lunch, the question was asked...so are you guys going to try again????they were trying to be tactful and I know they were not trying to pry...however I really did not want to tell them that we are going to try again. I did tell them that we are looking at adoption but nothing has been done yet. I really do not want people to know what we are doing because we do not know ourselves. I am hoping to get pregnant this month, but I am afraid that I will loose another child. I am not feeling confident about getting pregnant or staying pregnant anymore.
That is how I am feeling lately...I guess in a few days when the clomid settles into my systems I will be an emotional wreck! btu for now I feel pretty ok.
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