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Well ,i am still having trouble with my left eye . Can`t see very well with it and when I read something I have to close that eye or it makes things blury .As far as the SM is going ,I am in pain almost all the time and no med`s to relieve it . I went to a NS in Amarillo ,Tx. a couple of months ago but nothing ever happened with it . He thought my syrnx in my c-spine was doing ok and recomended that I go to yet another pain specalist and even sent the records to that Doc and my GP but still nothing .I just don`t know what to do about it anymore ,I am tired of fighting these doctors and their refusal to listen .
We did finally get moved into our new home but still have a lot to do .The yard is a mess and I can`t do much to clean it up . Thank God we live outside the city limits where it really dosen`t matter .But to me it does matter and it bothers me that I can`t do it all .I know that I should be able to take my time with it but I hate this damn disabling disorder and what it makes me feel like .Use less!!!!!!Frustrated..