UP and up...???
i dont want to get my hopes up too much yet, but it looks like i might have my horses leased out to an AWESOME home. my old mare, and her boy!!! he will get training, and they will be inside a heated barn, with green pasture turnouts, rides on the beaches and trails!!!! and they will still be mine! ok, LOL calm down. the lady is coming on sunday to look at them. it all sounds good right now, i hope she decides she wants them.... i could take time for me and the baby for a couple years, and not have to worry about them, they will be in a good place, and have LOTS of fun, and be well cared for. things are coming together... so it looks, so now im looking around, waiting for the money i need for the place and the puppy to fall from the sky. lol, Sky, that is what i will name her.
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Sky - oh I love that name - I hope things work out for you. You will be a lovely puppy mommy. Things sound positive for the horses too - hope things work out. Love and hugs Suzi
Will you be able to see your hoses, and ride them a bit? I sure hope so :) Money falling from the sky, that\'s a lovely thought, and a cute name for your puppy. Take care of you, too...ok? xxxooo
damnit!! oh this emotional roller coaster of my life!!!
the lady didnt call back today, im really fretting, i really want them to go to her....
is this all too good to be true? or was it just another one of life\'s funny tricks to make me think things will be ok, geesh, i know, im overreacting, but something has to work! something has to give! i mean, they say, the gods, goddess, or wont give you what you cant handle,
well then i must be on my way to becoming superwoman! BAM! miscarriage BAM! lost job BAM! pregnant again and sick BAM! ex leaves BAM! homeless, pregnant and alone BAM! BAM! BAM! i mean seriously, c\'mon here, give me a break! sure i feel bad, but im not sitting around moping, im up and moving, putting in applications, DOING things. TRYING to be positive. what more can i do?
accept the things you cannot change, wisdom to change the things you can?
ive been trying, daily, to do something that will lead towards me getting this house, then this puppy. i need this place for me and the baby. I DONT WANT TO LIVE IN SUSIDISED HOUSING!!!!!
whether its putting in resumes, applications, searching, anything. and i have done that, every day.
SO SOMEONE GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK! sorry for the F word, but damnit now.
I\'m sorry my sweet friend! Don\'t lose hope, things are gonna get better. Maybe the lady was just busy with other things and will get back to you as soon as she can. I\'m here for you and I\'m praying for you too! Much Love and Hugs, Kim
Keep the faith Teshia. All will work out as it is supposed to, only maybe not as quickly as we would like. You are doing something incredibly important right now...you are creating life. That is a blessing. Hold on honey, life is going to get better.
Love you,
Julie
had to throw a fit.... ugh... LOL
You are entitled to throw fits whenever you want. Go hug a dog...