Up and Out
I was so depressed this morning I decided to get up and out. I drove to the museum here and spent all morning there and walked over to the riverside market and had lunch and listened to music. It is definately something I will do again. It was nice to be out in the sunshine for awhile. Everynight I fully intend to light a fire in the pit but it rains....uggg.
Today i was thinking about my future and how much I want to change it and what I want. And, I think ive got it. In the next months, Im going to work really hard, Im not going to expect the right person to come along, Im just going to focus, hit it hard at the gym and wait. At the same time, I will start marking things off my list, one being Sleep in a treehouse. Im already thinking about #2, maybe skydiving. Idk, that one might be a little big, but its on my list. Im just trying so hard to get happy and attract happiness....I dont want to be alone for the rest of my days.
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1 ,,You only have one life, and if it is not going in the direction you want it to, now is the time to make changes.,. Hold the words and intentions gently with you as you go about your day, take action as it's called for and as it feels right for you and then simply watch as life unfolds and opens up for you.
I don't see the world as it is. I see the world as *I am.* ~Anonymous
Over the course of my tri-continental frequent flyer psychosis, I have found considerable evidence that it doesn't matter where I am physically or who is or isn't in my daily life. When my psychopots are boiling, they are mindless of my current environment or social status. Cooling those psychopots is an inside job. Nobody can do ^it^ for me, no matter how devoted they are to my personal welfare.
But that is me. . .
Continued support while you sort your own, Sage.