Up and Down

My wt is going up and down by 2lbs I am stuck.  I hate this new way that I have to eat to keep my sugar in track.  It hurts the scale moving but I guess I have to accept the that my sugar levels are doing much better.  I have been feeling alittle meloncoly not sure why I think I am on my cycle who knowns any more.  Still forcing myself to eat eggs in the morning yuck!  Can't wait to get on my 3-11 schedule so I can start back with my exercising routine.  I have tried before I go to work and I run late on time too stressful for the morning.  When I get home at 7pm I am just too tired to do anything.