Unwelcome?

This is the first time in a while that I've been online. I only ever really come online when I'm feeling extremly depressed or when I wanna cut real bad. I have no one to talk to at the moment. I wanna move out so bad, my parents are making me feel like I'm an unwelcome guest. There always like "when are you gunna get a job and move out?". Then today  dad suggested that we go to the movies and mom agreed. But then when it was time time to go they just yelled upstairs " were leaving now, be good" and they left. I thought I was invited!!! Why are they doing that? Do they hate me?