unwell

Still not feling 100%.  my son had to go there again yesterday. I have, under my solicitor started a contact book because ther is obviously no direct contact with the wifebeater,for me.I had 2 have blood test for? glandular fever yesterday and i have appointment with urine test with nurse today apparently. i keep waking up early in the morning which is not like me. i am alert but slightly tired at times and i have mild headaches and dizziness. I am still coming to terms with what is happening. The problem is that is is just Wrong and illogical. It is based on his lies not my truth. I still feel this cannot b over and that people need t know. People need to be protected from this cover up. The man is a sociopath. I am continuing to soldier on though despite this. I have to have hope and i have to do what i can for my little boy when i can. I am wondering whether to write a letter to a possible address for  this Karen the WB's first fiancee i know about. I tried a phone no. no reply. I was also wondering if maybe there is a missing persons list i could look on. It is odd that she has ?disappeared from those that knew her.