Untitled Poem

 
My life had been torn apart, 
My heart ripped from inside of me. 
Everything I had known, changed. 
Everything was different,
I was a stranger in my own house. 
They told me to stay strong
That one day ill find where i belong. 
I dont want to be strong. 
I dont want to be the one who has no fear, 
in reality im just as scared as everyone else. 
Sometimes, I want to breakdown. 
Let everything out. 
I want to feel human, 
And not this superior creature 
that everyone has made me out to be. 
what is this false hope that everyone creates?
we are just too scared to admit our own mistakes?
not everything happens for a reason, 
but everything is something to learn and grow from. 
so embrace your mistakes and move forward. 
and dont make me stay strong for your security.