Unsure about the future

I am unsure as of today about the future of my life. Based on what I have seen of humanity and how quickly I can be judged like no other anymore. I feel like Jesus Christ half the time because i am always falsely accused of things i haven't committed. Now these accusations have not been said by word of mouth; although, the words used are implied. I feel like the living embodiment of Jesus Christ. Constantly being judged and ridiculed throughout my entire life... I don't know what to do with such knowledge anymore. I just keep pushing forward praying that they will see the truth. Though they should see the truth I am not what anyone says I am; although, I am not worried about it. I thought it would be good to write some of these things down to reflect on later in life to try and see what was going on then, and hopfully just laugh about it. Come wenday July 19th 2017 we will see where I proceed with life. I really miss my family and have no idea how my father who should know me by now is getting a misconception about my character. This is really weird and never thought my own dad would do this to me... I loved him my entire life and still do and I am just searching for why it has come down to this... I pray Jesus Christ stays by my side and God protects me while the holy spirit guides my feet, and mouth throughout the rest of my life. In this I will always pray amen.