Unmotivated

Hello everyone, I have been a widow for over 4 years and still find myself unmotivated to do much of anything. Like so many others, I lost the love of my life for over 45 years suddenly in the middle of the night from a heart attack. Like so many others my world has changed in a blink of an eye that night. We have too grown sons but they only come around when they want something. My Husband and I were best friends and did everything together. I have a sister in Indiana and she and her family have included me on holidays and some vacations when I can afford to go. I have my fur babies that keep me company. I am a retired RN and attempted to keep friends that I made at work over the years but they have their own familes and work. I do get lonesome at times. I have always been a home body and it is a good thing I like TV because It would really be bad of I didn't. I have hobbies that I try to do to stay busy. How do you cope with the lack of motivation and loneliness?

lko53