Unknowing

Today is not a good of a day that I had planned.  There are things going on in my household that doesn't even need mentioning anymore.  I am sad from the outcome of this situation but their is nothing that I can do.  It seems the more I do the worst things get and I don't know why this seems to keep on happening to me.  Maybe I am doomed to hell or someone or something in the universe is out to get me.  When I try to do right and make right decisions things seem to go fine, but when I take one step forward to move ahead because I said fine this decision is the right one I get knocked down and take two steps back.  Dealing with a teenager is tough you have your ups and downs and it seems to never get better in that area either.  I don't know how to start to feel better about things.  I AM JUST LOST FOR WORDS

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I completely hear you. I got up this morning to get my 2 off to school and went back to bed till nearly one. I just feel like I\'m getting nowhere. And, yes, just when I try something new, take a different approach, I get shot down and feel worse than before. I feel so so alone. I want to be the happy, positive, active person I was only just a short time ago. She\'s getting harder and harder to find.