University of Iowa

I wanna go to Iowa for school. I've dreamed of going; I want to go. I've given up hope on going, of course, because I'm an out-of-state student and it will cost me a fortune that I don't have and fear I won't get in scholarships.
But I just now realized how badly I wanted want to go there. And it's freakin' me out. I know it's a stupid thing to freak out about. I mean, I know I'll go to college -- and a good one at that. But my dream school, the school I was so happy to get a postcard from, so happy to get accepted to, is probably out of the question because I fear debt more than I fear regretting my choices.
I'm so stressed. I hate college, and money, and everything about growing up right now.