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Unforgiving

My mind has captured my body holding it hostage... the pain does not fade even for the moment. Just when you think you have it kicked - you realize it is not your foot doing the kicking. I really feel unforgiving today. I want to thank everyone who introduced themselves and/or commented on the past entries. I want today to be brilliant, for some reason, I can't escape the dingy cellar to which most call 'my mind'.
What do you do, when you are unforgiving...? Especially when you realize it is yourself that you don't forgive.
I am a good person, why the attack on myself? I put others before me, I don't "primp" I have no need for gold, diamonds or fake nails...

I NEED TO HAVE FUN!

#JusticeforRuthRubenstein
I feel like I can never help enough...ugh

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Magpie2 11/07/2015
When I can\'t forgive myself I burn sage, meditate, go for a walk. Cry, pray, pet my animals. Oxox

innerspirit70 11/07/2015
Thank You Magpie2

Cry, Walk, Cry, Pray, Cry, pet my dogs...smoke, Laugh, Cry, OWN stock in sage - LOL!

Yes meditating is the only thing I have not tried. I don\'t have that kind of time - much, too much, to do. Self is shelved.

Thanks for the advice - meditating is probably the solution to immediate situations that I am seeking.

OOOOMMMM! Thanks - Namiyohorengiquo -

InnerSpriit - xoxoxo

bridgie101 11/07/2015
What does not forgiving yourself mean? What does forgiving yourself mean? I think it\'s tied up with anxiety attacks; When I am having an attack, everything I have ever done is wrong and stupid. When I am not in an attack, I think \'bother, it\'s done, what shall I do now to improve things?\'

when I feel unforgiving of others, I usually do housework. Let my anger fuel the beauty of my surroundings. :D Or else watch some terrible zombie movie where everyone dies. :D

innerspirit70 11/10/2015
:) Point well expressed and taken, thank you dear Magpie2...

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