Unexplainable

I guess as the theme reads, I am going to ramble. Finding this site has made me quite happy. Although I have faith in God and rest in his assurance, just knowing there are others out there whom share in my feelings gives a sense of "light at the end of the tunnel". I have been suffering with anxiety for a few years now, started out mild, so I was in denial. Thanks to my denial, I now have it worse and I am paying for it today. The physical symptoms are the worst for me really.At this point I don't really know how to explain my feelings. I have an array of emotions that sweep through me on a daily basis. Some moments are better than others. This morning for instance (5 am), I woke up and could not go back to sleep, so I prayed and then layed here for a few minutes, allowing the thoughts to have their way and the pains to take advantage and then one thought popped into my head and once I got past the dizziness and fog, I got online and found this site!I am thankful for it and pray that it will be a stepping stone in my journey to recovery.