UNBELIEVABLE THREE YEARS

In the last three years I have lost my grandmother, my 1st cousin, my uncle, an older brother, my father, my mother and my cat.  Even though it's not a death in the sense of the word, but my relationship of 11 yrs to the guy I thought I would eventually marry also ended.  I never knew I could hurt as much as I have in the last few years.  Over the last few weeks, depression seems to have gotten worst.  Maybe it's because I have a birthday coming up soon (March 1st) and it will be the first year in my life having a birthday without my Mother.  This greatly saddens me but I am praying my way through each day.