Unbearable

This ache is just unbearable.  It pushes on my throat and stomach and tear ducts.  I'm trying to do my work, but I just want to throw up.  How could my brother be saying words like "11 weeks"?  I'm the one who knows that you count pregnancy time in weeks.  He doesn't know anything about this.  But he's the one who's seen the heartbeat on the ultrasound.  He's the one who's seen the positive pregnancy test.  He's seen the heartbeat.  He's going to have a baby with a heartbeat!  I just can't believe it.  It's not fair.  They barely tried at all.  And they get everything.  It's just not fair.

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It\'s not fair, sweets. I\'m sorry.
deleted_user
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So, sorry to hear year going through a rough time. It is not fair for us. Hang in there and do what you need to do to deal with this. I know people just don\'t understand what we are going through unless they have been through it themselves. Take care and you are in my thoughts and prayers.
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SIGHHHHHH...my friend, I am so very very very very sorry. This is just so hard. It\'s insult on a horrible injury, and it\'s hard to see your way up, I totally understand. We are here.
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You are right, it is so so so not fair. I either cry, or fight back tears every day. We will make it through somehow.