Uh oh...not good.
hey,
We'll I think im in a pickle. or maybe even the jar of pickles.
I met this woman, she's really cool, the night we met we talked for about 6 hours...and hours the day after...Sounds great...
Yet, my thought process regarding this person is totally fucked. I'm just waiting for her to tell me she's seeing someone eles, or that she will just stop contacting me or...that she's really just a whore and screwing with me.
This is not good, I had no idea my brain would reacte this way to someone being interested in me. It's been almost a year since my seperation and i really thought I was ready to start dating but now...man with these thoughts how could I be?...I know im being crazy, but i don't like this atall. I'm over thinking everything, I'll intentionally wait 5-10 minutes before texting her back just so it seems im not like...overly needy or?..Fuck i dunno, its mind game bullshit. Same shit i HATED when i was with my ex wife..
Not too sure what to do ...
Therapy maybe??
We'll I think im in a pickle. or maybe even the jar of pickles.
I met this woman, she's really cool, the night we met we talked for about 6 hours...and hours the day after...Sounds great...
Yet, my thought process regarding this person is totally fucked. I'm just waiting for her to tell me she's seeing someone eles, or that she will just stop contacting me or...that she's really just a whore and screwing with me.
This is not good, I had no idea my brain would reacte this way to someone being interested in me. It's been almost a year since my seperation and i really thought I was ready to start dating but now...man with these thoughts how could I be?...I know im being crazy, but i don't like this atall. I'm over thinking everything, I'll intentionally wait 5-10 minutes before texting her back just so it seems im not like...overly needy or?..Fuck i dunno, its mind game bullshit. Same shit i HATED when i was with my ex wife..
Not too sure what to do ...
Therapy maybe??
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