Ugh..just..ugh

I'm absolutely about to go nuts with this monster in my right armpit! I just want to either beat my head in, or try to sleep, when I do sleep at least I'm not conscious of the searing pain in my armpit. The other two I have are not too bad, tolerable to say the least.
I seriously would like to know what the fuck I did in a previous life to deserve to have to deal with this shit. Or what I've done in this one. My poor best friend keeps looking online for ways to try to get this fucker to come to a head and rupture..poor thing was up until 1am this morning looking up stuff.