ugh

feeling negative. ill be ok tho. tired, i have celebrate recovery tonight. im hoping itll go well. im just worried. hard to stop my mind. and deal. shouldnt use a klonopin all the time but i might be addicted, not sure? need to breathe. i will do some cognitive behavior therapy soon. im going to try yoga. :) its gonna be good i start a new job soon gotta budget and do finances. but im worried about diff things including my dad who is depressed. i still live with my parents at 23 but i guess it could be worse. i mean if i lived by myself it would be hard. idk. i have a job coach whose going to help me that'll be good. im tired of therapy and shit. maybe ill take a break from it? idk. im just burdened with it. having anixety/and related issues. how to heal from shit that has happened? and be real about it. literally have trauma/abuse, codependency, anxiety, psychosis, depression. yeah im tired.