Ugh

I am on disability, working makes me literally sick, with my central nervous system disorder. My partner of almost 17 years works F.T. We are stuck in this literal fucking ice tundra of the 4 corners. We have a pop up camper and I am READY to go live in an RV retirement sort of place. Financially we cannot take of with 3 pets, storage etc., for house furniture. Here's my idea......

she can stay here and work. take me camper and 1 car to such resort, drop off. while I am there (AZ), I will secure some help, find doctors (medical here SUCKS), locate realtor, find us a home to purchase in Arizona. 

I have a permanent disability income, which can afford such a place. I'd love to try it! Last night we discussed this matter further, I asked do you think my idea is plausible, she said no. 

Being alone EVERYDAY is getting to me! She has some family here in NM, but they pay absolutely no mind to me. Also there is nothing to do!!!!!!

what do you think?