Ugh

My mother has accused me of trying to steal my father.  And has threatened to kill me tonight.   Why,  because I emailed the corporate office of a restaurant that we had poor service.  Granted,  Dad paid for the meal. But because of this,  I am not allowed to complain when I receive poor service?  She has told me that I am not allowed to speak to my father again and if I do,  she will kill me.   Obviously, I am an incestuous slut.   Never mind the fact that I am completely asexual these days. Kinda hard to get over being raped multiple times in the past. I already have been isolated from people due to her actions to the point where I have no support system.   I have known for years that she was jealous of me because of my being a female.  She never treats my brothers with disrespect.  She has driven one of my sister in laws to not speaking with her and the other one avoids her.  I just have never thought that she would vocalize her jealousy.  As it is,  I am not allowed in my parents home anymore.  The holidays are coming up ...I guess I will be alone again . I regret buying Xmas presents for her now.  Especially when money is tight.