Uggghhh... this is exhausting

Took the girls to the mall today. Picked up my niece and took her with us. Should have known was gonna spark an exhausting interrogation. I shouldn't be driving all over creation in HIS truck, I am not allowed to have anyone riding in HIS truck, I lied to him about picking up my niece and about the fact that this was all planned out long ago and I didn't tell him, etc,etc,etc. He wants to know how we're going to "get on the same page with communication". No matter what I said, like the fact that I didn't tell him I was picking up my niece because it was not a planned thing...I was lying and I'm playing him for a fool. Jesus this is exhausting!!!!!!!### I really don't know how much longer I can keep this up. He's a freaking nut job and I'm tired of conspiracy theories, everyone out to get him, being a liar, and not knowing my own thoughts, feelings and/or actions.  EVERY DAMN DAY IS LIKE THIS!!!!!! There, I feel better now