tx too scary!

Everything I read about tx, it seems, is @#$@#! SCARY and freaking me out. I mean, it sounds almost as bad as dying. There I said it. I mean - a solid year of extreme fatigue, insanity/inability to process thoughts, insomnia, soreness, nausea, low blood counts, etc.. coughs, rashes, hair loss... rage? I am terrfied of being a sick crazed out of control maniac. And then no-one would even love me anymore - a diseased insane person.
I don't know anymore if I can do it. I would lose my job for certain and then couldnt afford the drugs anyway...
The more I read about HCV the more hopeless I feel. My Dr. has actually banned me from the Internet! :)
I almost wonder if I can afford to wait more years in hopes that new drug cocktails that exclude ribavarin and interferon will be developed and approved for use.