Two years
Two years ago today my bf killed himself. I am full of hate for the motherfucker after what he did, letting me find him, and yeh I know we shouldn't speak ill of the dead but what the fuck ever. Not like he wouldn't do the same to me like he did many of times when he was alive.
So Im going to treat today like a normal day you fucking piece of shit now you can't control me anymore or tell me to get back in the fucking kitchen so you can play video games like a lazy fuck.
So yeh, rot in pieces, you kinda put yourself there in the first place.
I know it sounds harsh but who gives a shit he didn't exactly give me the best of times he totally fucked me over, the suicide was like a final 'fuck you' so Im not even going to think about him.
So Im going to treat today like a normal day you fucking piece of shit now you can't control me anymore or tell me to get back in the fucking kitchen so you can play video games like a lazy fuck.
So yeh, rot in pieces, you kinda put yourself there in the first place.
I know it sounds harsh but who gives a shit he didn't exactly give me the best of times he totally fucked me over, the suicide was like a final 'fuck you' so Im not even going to think about him.
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You have to move forward and do what is best for you. He was in a bad place and that is probably why he treated you the way he did. It may have been a blessing in disguise and now you are free to move on in life and be happy.
I wish you the best of luck !
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