Two years
Today is two years ,I found Cindy dead in the living room and called 911 then did CPR until EMS showed up only to find out she wasn't going to come back .I myself am doing good but it still makes me feel sad that her grand children will never know her the way they should .I do the best I can to tell them about her and Keira does remember but D.J was to young when she died he just turned 1 .
Life is a lot better for me I'm living in a new country with a new partner working at a new job but I do still think about what life would be like if Cindy would of got help instead of drinking her life away ,but noone will ever know and life must go on .
Life is a lot better for me I'm living in a new country with a new partner working at a new job but I do still think about what life would be like if Cindy would of got help instead of drinking her life away ,but noone will ever know and life must go on .
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Scott, I am happy to hear that you are doing well, and haave found a new job. All the pictures you have posted have been so breathtaking. It makes me want to travel down under too. The what if\'s I don\'t think ever go away, they just fade to a realization that we had no control of them. It still hurts thou. It has taken me a while to realize that . Continue to enjoy your new life and live it to its fullest. Spring here is just starting and can\'t wait to plant the gardens. I guess you guys are starting fall, if I remember correctly, you are the opposite of us. Anyway have a great April. Hugs Jane
I think realizing what you did have that was good, and realizing how it changed and acknowleding your loss is a part of life.
And you are going on with living - happiness forever you guys
Just wondering how you are doing? I believe your last post was 3 years ago? How has life been for you?.....Angie