Two weeks and ashes

I pick up Kathy's ashes tomorrow.  Even so.. I have half a dozen widows and a few others at my gate.. I will move on... But I am not ready... I need companionship... I am not ready for another companion... I don't know that I ever will be... I will know when it is time.. Kathy will give me a sign.
 
 Kathy and I were not the perfect couple... We did have our fights. But they were over smoking and eating right... I wanted Kathy to be there to grow old with me in the life we were creating... Now she is gone.
 I will move on one day... Just not today. Today .. I would just like someone to ride with me to pick up Kathy's remains.