Two new lovely additions..not :(
Well it seems I have two new spots, one near my neck and one on my chest between the one on my neck and my left armpit....grreeaaattt...wonderful, splendiferous..grrr..
I hate this disease.
I know my dr. is a busy lady. But I would like to know if she has even come to this site, ya know, just to check it out. I have a hard time keeping a paper journal, I always wind up losing it or forgetting it or something. I don't write enough in journal here, but at least I can keep up with it..lol It would just be nice to know whether or not she has seen any of the posts here (mine or others, ya know just so I know she's at least lookin) or any of my journal entries. I may try writing short journal thingies and just start giving them to her each time I go in (If I can keep up with them, that is)
I'm just so tired. Taking the Vitamin D religously, like I should. I feel like I have a LITTLE more energy than before, but my outbreaks have ramped up a bit. Doubt it's due to the Vitamin D though. I know I have been under a ton of stress, and that NEVER helps this shit.
One thing I have given up on is arguing with my mother in law. Anytime she tries to stir up shit, I just tell her flatly that I'm not arguing with her or anyone else..period! She hates it and always tells me "no one here wants to argue", but I swear she's such a liar! If you don't want to argue, then why try to start them? Why go around being ugly to folks and nit picking everything to death? That, to me, sounds like someone trying to start an argument. Ah well I guess some folks can't survive their day without having some sort of drama to tap into, sucks to be them.
I hate this disease.
I know my dr. is a busy lady. But I would like to know if she has even come to this site, ya know, just to check it out. I have a hard time keeping a paper journal, I always wind up losing it or forgetting it or something. I don't write enough in journal here, but at least I can keep up with it..lol It would just be nice to know whether or not she has seen any of the posts here (mine or others, ya know just so I know she's at least lookin) or any of my journal entries. I may try writing short journal thingies and just start giving them to her each time I go in (If I can keep up with them, that is)
I'm just so tired. Taking the Vitamin D religously, like I should. I feel like I have a LITTLE more energy than before, but my outbreaks have ramped up a bit. Doubt it's due to the Vitamin D though. I know I have been under a ton of stress, and that NEVER helps this shit.
One thing I have given up on is arguing with my mother in law. Anytime she tries to stir up shit, I just tell her flatly that I'm not arguing with her or anyone else..period! She hates it and always tells me "no one here wants to argue", but I swear she's such a liar! If you don't want to argue, then why try to start them? Why go around being ugly to folks and nit picking everything to death? That, to me, sounds like someone trying to start an argument. Ah well I guess some folks can't survive their day without having some sort of drama to tap into, sucks to be them.
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I am going to pray for some relief and I love that you wont argue. People always tell me I am crazy when I do that lmao. I really hope things get better asap!!!