two more days

going on vacation starting saturday thank god. im really really tired. doctor prescribed me some zoloft today to try to help me out with my issue with the waterworks that flow on and off all day long. found out today that i have skin cancer and im kind of numb. its not deadly at this point just need to have it removed. but thinking it should be a wake up call to get my shit together and take better care of myself. im tired im sad i want my gf back. offered to stop by today but guess what she said no she was gonna take nap before work guess thats better than seeing me. two more days and its all about my kids thats it.