Two days to go

Well this is my first journal entry.  I felt the need to get on here and write it all out.  I am currently in my 2ww.  I did pretty well this time.  I stayed pretty busy.  Took the week after transfer off of work so that I could allow myself plenty of down time, to allow my 3 lil' embies time to settle in.  I sure hope it worked.  I only have 2 days until I go in to get my Beta results.  I am getting so nervous.  I want the Dr. to call my DH with the results, as I did not like receiving that phone call last time.  But DH will be at a college meeting with my stepdaughter.  So I guess I will take the dreaded phone call.  I just hope its good news.  I am trying not to over analyze any feelings I am having. I know as soon as I get to the doctor on Wednesday, that will be the first question the nurse will have,,,,,,  if I have had any signs or symptoms.  I refuse to answer that question.  If I get a BFN I don't want to have told her, nausea, hunger, etc.  And then it be for nothing.  I don't want to make a fool of myself.  Even though these things have been occurring.  But I too know this could be from that evil medicine "PROGESTERONE" .  Unfortunately it gives you pregnancy signs.  So I am going to try and think happy thoughts for the next couple days.  And just hope that this, being my last attempt, will be "THE ONE"...