Two Days Sober

So far it has not been bad.  Had nothing on Sunday and nothing yesterday.  I have decided that I am going to start cooking more gourmet meals.  But then the first one I cook has white wine and I was so proud of myself for buying the wine using the half cup and putting the rest in the firdge. 
I got in touch with a counselor that does group therapy.  It is on Tuesday night.  I was going to go tonight but then my girlfriend wants to take me to dinner tonight.  I go into panic mode thinking that I will drink wine.  But she doesn't normally drink so I will just drink tea.  Come on you can do it!!!!! 
Down one pound.
I don't know why I go into panic mode, buying the wine at the grocery store and then thinking of going out to dinner.