Twice is too much
I lost my first husband of 13 years in 2008. Against everything I told myself, I opened my heart again to love and married again in 2012. Just 2 mos. ago I lost my second husband. Both happened while I was working and I just can’t help but feel like I should’ve been here and it would be different. They were both amazing men. Christmas just doesn’t mean much right now.. lost
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When this happens, it pulls out your foundation and leaves everything in crumbles. I lost my second husband in 2010; we were married for 18 years. I remarried in 2011, and became widowed again on December 13, 2016. I couldn't save either of them, and I was there both times. I have not been the same since. Then I broke my right wrist, and that hasn't helped. The whole thing is a nightmare! Right now my tentative plan is to move back to family. There is little support here. I would take either husband back if I could. They were not perfect but both good men. Feel free to private message me. I know how you feel.