Tuesday-September,1,2016

Hello again. How are all you folks doing? I hope well.
Over this last manic phase of my daughters I began to think seriously of moving out. I felt hateful towards her. Before I would get hurt and angry at her treatment of me but not like I felt this time. Her disrespect and such has gotten too much for me to bare. So, I was making plans to move with my granddaughter who is very positive and kind. But, this morning it was brought home to me just how important my position is here. My daughter needs constant reinforcement of things she has been taught but won't do. I have to introduce things. Reintroduce things. It gets old but it is what it is. And there needs to be someone here to do what needs to be done. If not my grandson could pay the price, even be taken from the home. He is 12 and has ODD. I can't do that to him. So, here I am. I have to tell my granddaughter I won't be moving with them. I feel badly but I don't see any way around it.