Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I am happy I found this website and I joined on Sunday, October 3, 2010. I'm not all that happy when I read the words I used to describe myself in my profile.  I wish that I could have written much happier stuff and as it is, I left out the fact that I also suffer with PTSD. Well the good thing is that I am now taking medication that is prescribed for what I have and that I am feeling much better than I was a month ago.  But I still struggle with people I have to see and spend 8 hours with everyday. They would be shocked if they knew what I think of them sometimes.  The funny thing is,  sometimes, I really do like them. UGH!!! I hate this feeling. I need to find out if there are other people who sometimes hear someone whispering their name and no one is there.  It's so freaky and very scary.