tuesday night
well its tuesday night and i'm in bed reading through my college notes. Wonder what other people are doing tonight. I should get out more... i want to but just feel a bit ashamed and self conscious. a friend asked me round for tea and i made up an excuse. wrong really. i need to make more of an effort. i just want to lock myself away. i feel better then
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Beth, please come back to this days journal and let all your support friends know how well you\'ve overcome those feelings of shame and self-consciousness. I would prefer that you remember your studies are far more important than the thoughts of shame. Please do take that time to spend with your friend for a soothing drink of tea and caring conversations, Beth. I wish that I could join you both, haha! But please make this effort to relax and please don\'t lock yourself away, even though it seems to feel better. I understand the need to shelter yourself, but good friends will want to help you feel safe and encourage you to not feel that shame or self-awareness.
Please keep it in mind to send for me when you need a friendly insight, Beth.
Ambi
Don\'t lock yourself away. Get out and enjoy life. You have no idea the world you\'re missing. And what are majoring in? I\'m in college too. I\"m a film and creative writing major.