Tuesday morning

Thanks to a national holiday, Tuesday is my Monday! I am starting to wonder if I am suffering from burn-out. 19 years in the same program and although I love my patients, my management position has taken time with patients away from me for the most part. I didn't go to college for a nursing degree to end up writing grants, budgets, performance appraisals! I would like to be a nurse again!! Thinking I should hang in here until I hit my twenty years (this fall) and then retire and work in hospice again, part-time. Planning to speak with my HR department and explore early retirement options! There may be a light at the end of this tunnel! It would be nice to feel enthused about going to work again!
I have barely given drinking a thought since Saturday! That's a good thing!! I felt such guilt Saturday night that those glasses of wine weren't even enjoyable. No need to put myself through that again. I can do this!!