Tuesday-May 27th,2008-Again

Ever since Friday night and the day of the company party,Brad has been on a binge and when he does this..it has been hell on earth.Life with Brad has been like a roller coaster and I just cannot take this noomore.When he is depressed,he drinks and then I really suffer.He can get really nasty and I mean nasty.He can get really mean and I do not know what to do.I do not love him anymore and this is the fin al straw and all I can say it this I will leave him soon.I cannot take this pain anymore and I cannot take his moods.And when he is drunk-he is nasty and i have learned about this affair.All I know is that he has been giving her money and it does not look good.I am not stupid.I have not suspected this for quite some time.ANd I will end it badly again.This is affecting my health.No man or woman is worth it and that even means AXL ROSE!