Tuesday, February 26, 2008

My boyfriend is so ace. He really made a big deal about my panic attack, it really upset him. But he wasn't angry like Seb always was, he wasn't irritated, he was just....sympathetic. He said he never wants me to have to go through that much pain and he wants to do anything he can to avoid it from happening, he feels its partly his fault (which its not) and he has thought of all these little changes he can do to help me more. He's SO sweet.Oh my god, Its my endoscopy tomorrow and I said I wouldn't drink untill then, well I haven't completely not drank but guess how much ive had?3 glasses of white wine, a coctail and 2 whisky and cokes. Thats spread out over three months. I'm SO proud!