Tuesday 11/3

I am so tired today, trying to organize my room. I had to because all of the clothes that I now have that my mom had. I won't have to buy anything for a long time. I am fighting a headache today and back pain. I just can't get motivated to do anything. I have to stay in a good mood when dad is home so I don't upset him. I miss mom so much, I just can't believe she is gone.