Tuesday 04/22/2014
So after a really crappy morning and most of the afternoon my mood seemed to stabilize in the evening and this morning I'm feeling a bit better. Stupid depression. Hopefully I can keep a positive mood today. I don't have that awful worn out feeling so that is good. I want to lift weights today and work on that new language until Rosie gets her shit together!
I was up until 1am playing video games last night because even though I was tired as hell I was also wired at the same time...ugh! I just stayed up until I was basically falling over. I only got 5 hours of sleep but I actually feel pretty good so whatever. Everything about me is ass backwards so why not :)
I did my 24 hour fast and was starving this morning! Usually I'm not that hungry after a fast. I swear I can't get comfortable with the temps! Yesterday I had the furnace on most of the day then almost turned the AC on in the evening! Now I'm way too hot but I bet I'll be freezing in an hour. Is this menopause? :-)
Anywho, I need to kick my unmotivated ass into gear so much more coffee and H needs her donuts before the gym :)
I was up until 1am playing video games last night because even though I was tired as hell I was also wired at the same time...ugh! I just stayed up until I was basically falling over. I only got 5 hours of sleep but I actually feel pretty good so whatever. Everything about me is ass backwards so why not :)
I did my 24 hour fast and was starving this morning! Usually I'm not that hungry after a fast. I swear I can't get comfortable with the temps! Yesterday I had the furnace on most of the day then almost turned the AC on in the evening! Now I'm way too hot but I bet I'll be freezing in an hour. Is this menopause? :-)
Anywho, I need to kick my unmotivated ass into gear so much more coffee and H needs her donuts before the gym :)
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the weather can\'t make up its mind what it wants to do anywhere. once my birthday came at the beginning of the month I vowed not to wear long pants. So far I\'ve had them on twice, once because I needed to be a little dressed up to go out to dinner, the other because temps were in the 40s. Long range forecast has me in the 50s for over a week, still below average. I\'m tired of the cold weather. Let there be warmth.
Glad things are improving. I hope you manage to lift the weights. That might make you feel even better. I wonder if the fast had anything to do with yesterday???? You had a weird week being out of your routine. Maybe you needed more time to adjust??? You know, you could have even had a bug or something since your thermostat went menopausal, LOL. I\'ll be thinking about you today & sending you positive thoughts. Hope the day gets better & better. Much love for you - H