Tue: holy crap time flies!!

Oh my gosh! It's JULY already!! i'm so tired, but if I slow down any more, i'm afraid I'll get left behind! I'm going as fast as I can to keep up with time, but I feel like it's not good enough,like I gotta do more. I just wish time could cut me some slack and slow down a bit! Sorry I've been so busy. i'm still trying to get the concentration to reading everyone's journals. i'm sorry if it seems I've been neglecting anyone. Every time I try to get a day to chill out, I end up having to go somewhere and do something. I was supposed to chill Sunday, but a friend of mine on the other side of the island was calling me freakin out about his drama queen gf. And it was so damn hot I couldn't just sit around home and started to look for a beach that wasn't jelly fish infested. Turns out a beach on my friend's side of the island was clear of jelly fish so we decided to hang out there. Matt was on duty and since we weren't too far from his base, I picked up some Burger King for him and brought it to him. Poor guy. He has duty again tomorow but the good news is that he will have the 4th off and the following Monday. Yay!! I plan on lighting up the grill this holiday weekend and cookin up a storm! I had the usual Chronic Pain group meeting yesterday (every Mon @ 11:00) then go to physical therapy for my L ankle. I stopped by the American Legion to check on my VA claim and also about getting the psychologist for my group. I've been up to my eye balls with things to do it's taking a toll on me. I was so tired yesterday just going to the VA and was even more tired coming back. i just wanted to lay down and shut the world out. Every little thing I do each day takes a chunk of my energy, let alone when i got multiple things in one day! I guess that's why I hate VA days, it just wears me out so bad. At least this week is a slow one and I don't have to go to the VA several times this week like most other weeks. Today i have to put a book shelf together for my mom and my friend Ricky (the guy with the drama queen gf) agreed to help me, just so he can get his mind off his bitchy gf. Tomorrow I have to talk to the American Legion again about whether or not i can get a confrence room at the hospital intsead of at the Oahu Veterans Center. And I'll also find out about the status on that psychologist i need for my group. Also, some time this week, I need to get those drawers put together for my room, AND I still need to reorganize the room! UGH!! So many things left to do my head will spin!! Well...sorry for the rambling. i usually come here to my journal just to list off the things a gotta do or how I feel and all that mess. now that I got it off my chest, I feel a bit better. Thanks for reading and God bless!  ps... forgot to mention: a bunch of Marines from Matt's duty station got killed in Iraq this past week. i'm so glad he is no longer being forced to go. His company is very nervous since the others got blown to peices. Very bad stuff.